Currently Playing Love, Angel, Music, Baby By Gwen Stefani the real thing see related

                                        dont go away

                                        i need u to stay

                                        i need u in my life

                                         friends or not

                                        ur the one i want

Currently Playing Love, Angel, Music, Baby By Gwen Stefani see related

ok i feel like i cant trust ppl but thats life. and kristle  if u read this TRUST ME i totally understood and listen to what u told me and i get it. im gunna tell u right know that im gunna try honestly........ l8ter days

   >>Stephanie<<

i got that cd and its soooo fun!!!!

Currently Playing Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance see related

hey ppl so it snow.. well not really it was like 10 mins of snow and then it started raining. but the best part of today was that we got to go home early from school, it was so crazy though cuz i had to  find kristle's ass lol and was talking to ppl when i was trying to call my dad cuz he thought i had to walk home but no. thursday was the WORST DAY OF MY LIFE .. well my 2end worst day ever!!!!!!!! im at school and i had my mp3 with me and i asked my friend to put it in my backpack and i had my backpack with all the time, so he put it in and then like 10 mins l8ter i went to get me cell and  i noticed that my mp3 wasnt in there so ofcourse i was freacking out!!! i got ask my friend the one that put it away for me if he was playing a joke on me cuz hes that kind og guy and he told me that he put it in my backpack. so that rest of the day i was all upset. i was so scared when i got home cuz i had to tell my dad, so he saw me crying and i told him and so he started yelling at me, didnt talk to me  for a little bit then he comes in my room tells me that he feels bad that it was taken away, so l8ter that night he tells me that hes gotta get dog food, so he leaves, an hour or so he comes back.... with a bag form best buy with a new mp3 in it. i was sooo mad that he bought me one cuz i was guynna buy one and pay him back. but i was happy that he got me one. its so fucking cool it has radio and recorder in it. TIM!!!! a little shout out for u . u better had come to my site like u said u would and if u read this . ********!!!!!!!!! I WANT MY GAME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!******* lol. its cool.tomorrow is JACKIE'S  PARTA!!!!! woot woot !!! cant wait girl!!! lmao  i want to put pic's on this but i forget how to, someone tell me!!! lol ok well g2g.... l8ter days! : ]

~StEpHaNiE~

From a friends point of view,

This young girl at such a young age never forgot hope, she never forgot the meaning of Christmas, and she never forgot her mother and her wise ways. Every Christmas she would set up Christmas decorations just as her mother would, and she tried to have it all the same. She lives each day with the memory of her mother wishing she'd come back so she'd be able to talk to her about these little hurdles in life that we girls all have to jump with the guidense of our mother...but what she hasnt realized is her mothers been there all along, with in her heart, her blood, her stunning young beauty, with in every smile her, her sister, and father give. She is there, this passing of her mother has only made this young woman stronger, and with out knowing shes over come her oldest fears. I as a friend have watched her streagth grow, and her emotions and her heart is healing from this childhood nightmare.

Hey Stephanie,

I hope that with the presents of your friends and myself, have made this year good for you, there were good times and there were bad times that made your spirit fall but i've watched you dust yourself off and get right back up on top of things. Shoot...Ive known you since we were yay high, ive watched you literally dust the kindergarden play ground dirt off and get right back up and push the lil grimlin that pushed you, down. HAHA...geezzz its been so many great years, and im glad ive known you that long, we've gotten to be the greatest of friends and im lovin every moment of it. Steph no matter what im always here for you one-hundred percent of the way. You may have to chain me in my place to get my hyper booty to settle down and listen...but theres no doubt in my mind that im always goin to be here. Lol

From my heart to yours,

Merry Christmas and a Very Happy New Years to you...

Stephanie Russo may all of your wishes come true.

Sincerly Yours,

The Lil Asian Girly just around the block...(Literally)

A Story

        there was this girl and she was 11 years old when she was in 5th grade her mother got cancer.she had no idea what this word cancer meant. she didnt know if it was bad or good. when her mother got this diesae not only was her life changed but the whole family's life was changed.the girl knew that something was wrong l8ter on the next year.her mother was in the hospital every month, she probably was home 2 months out of that year.she rilezed finally what her mother had when she was in school and it was terrible for her to find out that way. so the following year when she was in 7th grade, was the worst year of her whole life. on a usually day her and her older sister would go to school, there dad would go to work until 12 p.m  then when he got out of work he would go straight to L.A at the hospital where her mom was at . the hospital was City of Hope. then he would come back home around 4ish and start cooking diner. then the next day and every week would bve like that. but on the weekends all 3 of them would go there to visit and be with her. the younger daughter felt bad because her and her mother would fight all the time and it would all ways be about the STUPIDEST things!!! when her mother was home and at night her father would be at work and her older sister would be at would she and her mother would have walkie talkis because the daughter would be upstaris and the mother would be downstairs. 

On March 14th 2002 the day had come the worst day of all and the day she was not perpared of. that day was the say her mother died. that moring her father was off of work and he was getting ready to go and the younger daughter wanted to go but he wouldnt let her cause she was sick and when her mother was at u couldnt be around her if u were sick. so she was very upset about it. and her dad was thinking if he should go or not cause she wasnt feeling that good but he had a feeling that he had to go that day. so he did. so the younger daught was having a good day and was feeling better. around 2:45 her dad called her and he said that it didnt look good , once she heard that she fell apart. so right after that her sister had come back from school. so she right a way told her sister . and she called there dad. and they talked. maybe around 3:30 the 2 girls were in the oldest sisters room when all of a sudden the phone range. the oldest answered it and it was there uncle. when everything was quiet the younger daughter just new what was wrong. and she started crying in the corner. the next thing the younger daughter knew was that they were planing her motheres funneral arrangments.   then the next thing was her funneral. it was her worst day of her life........every

this story was based on my life. this story was my life the younger daughter is me .